But after awhile, I started to realize that I can't drag people into my problem. I can't expect people to understand my situation. It's like a wake up call for me. I try to put aside my problem and just laugh, laugh, laugh and laugh. I am so thankful for having beautiful friends beside me. I never tell them about my mom's condition. But i know they knew. It just that i never have gut to tell them face to face. I hate crying in front of people.
As for now, I try not to think too much and I just want to have the best moment with my sisters before we leave UTP officially. Alhamdulillah, for the past few weeks, i really had the best moment. I know sometimes I became too emotional for nothing. And sometimes, I became too loud for nothing. But whatever it is, I want you girls to know that I love all of you to the bits.
About three weeks left before we choose our own path. After this, it would be really hard for eight of us to gather again. So please lets live our remaining weeks to the max. I promise that i will try to laugh as much as I can eventhough I know it's not the right time for me to do that. Orang cakap "kalau hari ni kita gembira, esok mesti bersedih." Screw that, i wanna have the best memory with all of you :')
p/s: Mom is still in recovering process. It takes time, but i know, she's strong. Mama akan sihat sepenuhnya. InsyaAllah.
