Not much can I say about what has happened towards year 2010. But it was an amazing year. I feel grateful of what I had now. My closest friend knew what I have been through for the past years, year 2007 and 2008 to be exact. Tapi sekarang Tuhan dah permudahkan segala-galanya. Saya rasa macam telah dilahirkan semula. Alhamdulillah. Kalau kita rasa hidup ni susah, ingat, ada orang lain yang lagi susah dari kita. Tapi lepas kita dah senang, jangan sekali-kali mendabik dada. Tuhan maha adil, sekelip mata dia boleh rampas semuanya.
Wow what a super lengthy intro huh? So what’s up with my 2010. Well last year, I succeed to put myself into another level, totally out of my comfort zone. First I put myself as a working lady, a full time working lady. Yes I have done many jobs before but this one is for a long period, 8 months, 9-6pm everyday. With traffic jammed somemore. I’m actually a type of person who’ll easily get bored of many things. So 8 months of working is pretty much lifeless to me. When it comes to weekend. I will try to spend all my precious time at home with parents and brothers. Kalau ada event yang best, I will drag them along. I’m happy that way. Tapi this year, I cant barely remember this stuff happen on which month, that stuff happen on which weekend and such. Yelah, half of my 2010 is spent at the office and of course on the road, stuck in jammed. But what can I do, that’s the new phase that I must get used after I graduate.
Second, I succeed to gain my confident. I don’t know how to explain, but I can do things on my own now, meeting new people, getting comfortable with my own self. So yeah, I’m pretty much confident now. Jangan cari pasal dengan I, I will smack your ugly face, bitch! Haha
Oh yes, we cant fell happy all the time right? My aunt passed away on last April after suffering from breast cancer stage four. Banyak drama, banyak tangisan. Tapi things happened. Kita yang hidup, teruslah hidup. Semoga arwah mak long lebih aman di sana. Amin
Lastly, I met my new family in Jakarta. Believe me, I have lot of relatives all over Indonesia, jawa timur, jawa barat , whatever places, you name it. Tapi it’s kinda weird, I mean I’m a bit awkward to meet my uncle at this age, to meet my cousins. Yeah, we grew in a different world, different lifestyle. So our first met was a silence. How I wish I am still a kid that time so that the only thing that come across my mind is play play play! Tak ada rasa nak malu-malu and such. Hmphh! But I love it in Jakarta. All people treat us well. When you enter a boutique, coach for example, with your ugliest outfit, they don’t judge. The salesman/salesgirl will attend you well. But it will not happen in Malaysia.
So that’s how my 2010 goes. Tears, joys, dramas, that’s life. All in all, I am contented. I really hope 2011 will promise me the same thing too :)
